so bad !

hello ! im here to tell that yesterday night n today im feel so bad ! like hell u know ! huh ! biler sy bace jeh ~ hati sy tersentap ! shock ! tyme uh dgn sgere aer mate sy mgalir begitu laju tnpe mmikirkan akibat nye ~ dada sy sakit n sukar bernafas tyme tuh ~ hati sy merintih kesakitan ~ pedihh sgt ~ in that tymess i fell its better i'm die ! dr sy terseksa merasakan bnde tuh .... when i feel like that , im just cry cry n cry without stopping ! its make me so hurtss ... and then i call him n he try explain me everything ~ heyy what the hell ! im confius ryte now ~ should i believe him ? ohh i dont know ... SERIOUS im say ~ im feel so hurts ! im not strong ! sy tak tabah nak hadapinyee ... ape salah sy ? why its happen to me ? WHYYY ??!! YA ALLAH ! cubaan ape lg kau nak berikan nie ? sesungguhnye ak tak berdaye nak hadapi inie lagi .. tolong ak YA ALLAH ! bantu lah hambaMU yg lemah inie .. hamba tak kuat YA ALLAH ~ tolongg ak.. tunjukkan ak kebenaran YA ALLAH ! sesungguhnye ENGKAU maha berkuase maha adil YA ALLAH ! tolong lahh ak ... tolongg ak ~ hermm ... im not like before ~ sorry guys ~ by :'(